To the beautiful birthday girl.

Happy 21st birthday Alia Amira Azahar!!

I've wished you on Facebook, Twitter and now here on Blogspot.

Thank you for being such an amazing sister. Yeah, kita gaduh beribu kali dalam setahun. Tapi kita gelak berjuta kali dalam sebulan. Kan? Hehe.

I'm sorry for my mistakes okay. The times when i feel lazy to layan you, the times when i feel "Urghh, apa lagi ni?!" when you ask me to come inside your room to show me something. The times when i feel lazy when you ask me to switch off the lights when I'm already in bed. 

But.. I love you Kak Chik. You know i do. When i feel ugly, you're always there to say "Mana ada laa. Sikit je." When i get bad results, you are there to say "Chill. Ni baru high school." And thank you for just being there for me. 

May Allah bless you, shower you with His love and blessings. I really hope you're going to be happy forever. Because your smile brightens up my day. *Sebab bila Kak Chik bad mood, Kak Chik lepas kat Aisyah -.- *

Happiness. I want you to have that. Because you deserve it. And i hope one day, there will come a man who will treat you right, who will always make you smile, who will be the reason why you're glowing, who will always be there for you, who can guide you to His path, who will love you sincerely and who will be waiting for you in the Heaven. 

Hope you had a blast on your birthday, Kak Chik. You've got amazing friends and family. *Including me* Appreciate them. And never forget to thank Him :)

 You and I against the world, sister ;)

I will always be here when you need me. Yes, till forever ends.


You once requested for a puisi from me. So, here it is.

Alia Amira Azahar
Memang nama sebenar
Memang watak sebenar
Memang kakak sebenar

Dia yang disangka garang
Tetapi sebenarnya terlebih matang
Dia yang senang didekati
Tetapi senang terasa hati

Selamat Hari Jadi
Semoga diredhai Ilahi
Semoga sentiasa disayangi
Ke penghujung nyawa nanti

-AA

To Sadhana Bt Azahar

5 hari lagi before Kak Ngah and Abang Ngah balik Egypt untuk setahun. Aaaaa, kuatkan mental Aisyah!

I'm going to miss you so much Kak Ngah.

I'm going to miss you ejek-ing me.

I'm going to miss your tudung Ariani, hacks, macbook Pro, your clothes, jeans, pins, your judging eyes and face.

I'm going to miss sleeping with you.

I'm going to miss sharing all kinds of stories with you.

I'm going to miss going to the wet market and having breakfast with you.

I'm going to miss shopping for raya clothes with you.

I'm going to miss the time when you ask for my money to borrow.

I'm going to miss you saying "Aisyah, bagi je lah baju ni kat Kak Ngah."

I'm going to miss washing the dishes with you.

I'm going to miss arguing with you.

I'm going to miss your I-am-always-right attitude.

I'm going to miss watching movies with you.

I'm going to miss you helping me with my tudung.

I'm going to miss you answering my stupid questions.

I'm going to miss you laughing at my stupid jokes.

I'm going to miss everything about you.

I'm going to miss you.

Thank you Kak Ngah, for everything.

And I'm sorry for every mistake I've done. I know I've always been rude to you. We've fought countless times. And i know I'm not a good sister. Truly sorry.

I hope that we can Skype often.

I hope that 1 year will fly fast.

I hope that you will have a good time there.

I hope that you will take good care of Abang Ngah and vice versa.

I don't say this often, but I'm going to say this now,

I love you so much, Kak Ngah. You've been an amazing sister. Thank you.

Take care, Kak Ngah <3

-AA-

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Title tu betul-betul describe mood aku sekarang ni.

I don't understand what I'm feeling. Mood budak teenager memang macam ni ke? Sekejap happy macam..

Sekejap sedih macam....

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I'm actually stressed out.

Stress... Kak Ngah and Abang Ngah dah nak fly.

Stress... Finals lagi 2 weeks.

Can i just...

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Can I? October's gonna be an emotional month for my family and I.

I've got to prepare mentally.

-AA-